…Of life. Because I liked Rainy’s blog name and decided to use it cos yolo \o/ Anyways, this blog does have a point, besides stealing Rainy’s name. In fact, it’s rather much about the same idea, I believe.
So I’m not sure if any of you noticed but I’ve been absent the past six days. I did not once open my computer. Didn’t write a single letter. Never checked up on the internet-only my mail through my iPad and I fought every urge that told me to at least peak. I was on vacation, a simple matter, but I think it was something more to me. I made friends this vacation. I spent time with my family at the beach, actually spoke to the people at the cafés and restaurants to order my stuff instead of hiding behind my father, made friends with people I had never met before or hadn’t spoken to in four years. I proved to myself that I could do it. I could make friends, have fun, live a real life off the internet. This place doesn’t have to be a last resort, I-have-no-life-so-I-hang-around –here place for me. I can do it, guys.
When I left last time I left to get a ‘life’. I thought that I would pop off, that because I stopped using the internet friends and grades and all these opportunities would jump at me. But that’s not how it works. Last time, I think I left knowing I was going to come back sooner or later. I hardly thought I could stand a week, especially not a few months. It’s a choice I regret, I wasted two months of my life, didn’t get to do much with it, and didn’t even get to write fanfictions either.
So here’s what I have to tell you. When school starts, which is around the beginning of September, I will become inactive. I don’t know for how long. Likely the first two months or so. Before I engage myself here I have to make the rest of my life what my vacation was. I only have four classes per quarter so I don’t have an excuse not to get above an A in every class. However, in order to do so I need to put the time in. I’m taking two sophomore and one junior level class which means it won’t be easy. A good several hours of homework and studying and whatnot every night. I want to engage myself in extracurricular, make some ‘’friends’’. It’s been a lifelong dream to make it into an Ivy League college-get accepted even if I decide I don’t want to go to them. While I now have goals that are more important-publishing a book and whatnot-I feel like I have to achieve this. It’s something I’ve been promising myself for so long, and I can’t rob myself of it. Highschool has to be different than middle school was. And I realize that I can reach a balance but before I do that I want to first get my physical life set and under control. After that, I can slowly balance this onto what will hopefully become my platterful of a life.
I’ll be spending 5-10 minutes every night for as long as it takes. Maybe once a week I’ll update something-I’m thinking one Home episode every two or three weeks or something but that should be all. I’ll probably spend some time before I go to bed on IRC, catching up with you folks. And then within a few months I’ll be editing like a normal person, ‘’not’’ like my old self. So half an hour to an hour daily. Also, I plan to be actually using Wattpad more this year, and, fingers crossed, I want to ask for a tumblr which would be fantastic. My Wattpad is linked in my sig and I should be linking it asap if I can get a tumblr.
I hope you guys aren’t too upset and I sure as hell hope you aren’t jumping with delight at this, although I’m sure many of you are :3
Anyways, onto another matter. And that is what I’m gonna get done by the end of this summer. My original plan was to finish Season 3 of Home, Permanent, Linked and Closest Moments. I’ve finished the first of the following. I’m going to do Closest Moments, that’s something with quite a value to me, but I have to face that I must pick between Permanent and Linked. One I shall finish and the other I shall put up for adoption(A matter I’ll be addressing below). So, if you’ve read either or just the blurb, or whatever, voting in the poll below would really be helpful as I’m not finding it too easy to decide atm. So vote por favor:
And now, the other matter, which is what I shall do with the story I don’t finish. I hate having stories hanging out there so I shall be putting the other up for adoption. However, I’ve grown rather fond of them both, so I thought instead of just putting it there and likely not having it adopted, I’ll put it up on this blog. ‘’So’’ if you might be interested in adopting just fill out the form below:
Story you’d like to adopt(Linked, Permanent or either):
How much of the remaining plot you’d be willing to take from me:
The amount of completed fanfics you have:
And that’s pretty much it. AND OH ALSO. VERY VERY IMPORTANT. I have a favor to ask of you all.
I need you to join my prayer circle. Fenerbahce have a big game against freaking ‘’Arsenal’’ on the 21st and it’s the first leg of the play-offs to the champions league. I know I’m being delusional but I have this hope within me that they might win the tournament(I prayed for an all German final last year after all and it did happen, heh). So, a prayer circle that they don’t play Volkan, because I do ‘’not’’ trust him as our goalie, that they don’t make the same mess they made against a minor, easy team yesterday, and that they do well in the first leg as well as the second so that we make it into the league of champions! Not that any of you likely know what I was talking about but I really would appreciate it if you joined my prayer circle :p
So feel proud of me for actually being life-ey, vote, and fill out the form, comment, read(which you’ve probably already done if you are down here) and join my circle. Also, I’d appreciate it if any of you would be willing to catch me up on anything that may have happened while I was gone. Thanks<3
This flying robot is OUT~
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~ 21:07, August 18, 2013 (UTC)