Okay so, as the title suggested, I’m here for an apology. As many of you know I kinda pissed off a few weeks ago, I think, I don’t exactly remember what was going through my mind but I think it had to do with the book club I made[correct me if I am incorrect].
I haven’t looked at my message board because I horribly regret what I did and none of you really deserved that. I was just upset about something in life which I was unable to fix so, a very cowardly move, I came here where I could let all my anger out and not have to pay for it later.
I guess I was a little blinded and confused which clouded my judgment not to mention the fact that as a teenager my frontal lobe has not yet finished developing so I’m not good at making long-term decisions but I really do regret it now and I really am sorry. Whatever replies I got on my message board, whatever was said behind my back I totally deserve. If you guys could forgive me that would be wonderful if not than I’m sorry again but that’s all I really can say.
Now I know I should have fixed this before but I’ve honestly been so busy. We have at least three tests a week, a cropload of homework, my parents signed me up for a sport Im not enjoying at all but have to put 6 hours a week into anyways, and the list goes on. Whatever spare time I have has been spent on watty[also there was a point when I had 20+ fans! Look at me excited about twenty when red has like five friggin hundred]. Again, I’m sorry, and I probably should have tried to fix this but I still was having trouble pulling my thoughts together and to be honest I think I was also a little scared.
And that’s all really. I guess my final point should be that I don’t know if I’ll ever have time to return, there are no signs of my life slowing down.
I love you all and hope you can find it in your hearts not to remember me as ‘that bitch who bitched’. I hope to see you all again sometime
~And I can't change Even if I tried Even if I wanted to~ 14:19, October 6, 2013 (UTC)