i f*cking hate myself i f*cking hate the world i f*cking hate time for flying by
i really hate leaving i hate graduation i hate leaving my friends i hate it i hate it i hate it
i want to cry i want to die i want to sleep forever and never wake up
i dont want to live anymore
bullies are going too far
friends are just not doing me good
i hate you i hate you i hate you
im so tired of fighting
i wish i never had friends so that i wouldnt care and cry over them
i wish i was a lonely sloppy fish
or maybe a piece of jerky
graduation
i have to leave everyone and start over
i have to lose contact and start over
why does time go by so quickly?
im tired
i want to sleep and die
i want to bang my head against a wall
i want to be dead
i hate graduation so much i hate you i hate you i hate you
i hate life so much f*ck you life
im not feeling too well and i had to deal with a friend's 1 hour crying session and i also had to deal with my saturday mental breakdown and poop that i wish was never here i might be better off dead bc it seems more inviting than life
i dont even bother talking about graduation that sucks so bad
i keep asking myself two questions:
why am i still alive
is there a point in being alive
well, i really don't think there's a point in being alive anymore when everyone and everything you know and care for are gone in a day.
But friendship is the breathing rose, with sweets in every fold.