User blog comment:Pastelpill/Friend Problems/@comment-34633311-20160603002339

heya

I've experienced something like this before - people at my school are always asking me who i have a crush on, and frankly right now I'm glad school's done because I don't have to deal with any of their crud for a few months. At least I don't have a bunch of bad friends to deal with (last year my grade had 48 students) and I don't get pressured as much I used to. But there's still a lot of peer pressure at my school, even with a small amount of students.

I also have felt completely unwanted and rejected before and it truly, truly hurts. It's really hard when I can't see what happens overnight, because that's how a pretty horrible rumor was spread about me. I've always known I've been different, but some of my differences haven't been accepted like I want them to. It's a lot better when I can write and feel better because I'm praised for it.

Hope it improves!