User blog:RedPandaPotter/One Last Goodbye

Hi guys,

I don't even remember the last time I was on here. I honestly don't. I know I could check, but it's not really important. Because I have to be honest with you guys -- this is probably going to be my last edit on the wiki.

The past two years have been absolute hell for me. 2/3 of those years I spent here -- and a lot of the time, being around everyone (whether it's Arti, or Wetty, or Rainy, or someone newer) made me feel a lot better. But lately, it hasn't. I haven't been able to get back into the groove of writing fiction, let alone fanfiction. My grades have been fluctuating. I've been hospitalized twice. I've made friends and lost them, all in the span of a couple of weeks. Things have changed so much in my life the past couple of years, but this place was always kind of a constant. It was my pain medication.

But you can't be on pain medication for the rest of your life, you know? You have to be weaned off of it, first a little bit, then more, then altogether. And I've done that, I think. My activity has been dropping steadily, and then it's cut off altogether for the past month or so. I knew you guys deserved a final goodbye though, so here it is.

I wish you all the best of luck in your writing and in life. You guys made my day, and I don't regret the time I spent on here. I hope you all enjoy each other's company and enjoy the feedback, and I hope you guys do well in school. I hope you meet someone you love, if that's your thing. I hope you stay healthy, and I hope your family's doing all right. I hope the best for each and every one of you.

May StarClan light your paths,

-- Red

fire cannot   kill a dragon   22:09, March 4, 2015 (UTC)