User blog:Bluestar&Brightheart/i mean its not like i edit anyways but

blehh school starts on the 6th and i'm not ready

how did this happen?? just yesterday it was the end of june, and i said i was gonna finish my novel by the end of the summer. (spoiler alert: i haven't touched it once)

i feel so weird? i'm going into grade 11 this year this is ridiculous.

but um. i probably won't be editing v much? i'll try y'know, but like i'll be busy. i don't have any IB courses (thank goodness) but it'll still be hard work. (i have english bio and socials all on day one. i have caf training to balance it out but still)

in general im really scared tho? see, i only have two friends. that's not an exaggeration, i literally have two irl friends. and i don't know if i'll share any classes with them this year. they're the only people at the school i can really talk to. last year, i didn't talk in the classes they weren't in.

the worst part is, there's a girl at my school (let's call her voldemort) and she ruined my life. i'm being completely serious. voldemort is essentially the reason i developed clinical depression so y'know. everyone at the school (besides my friends and i) love her. this includes teachers. i think she's taking full IB so i won't have to see her but??? i'm so scared of her. i saw her a total of once this summer (she was walking down the street when i drove by) and i got sick to my stomach. i hate her so much but nobody else does.

sorry i kinda went on a tangent.

but yea

TL:DR: I start school soon, i'm not ready, and my activity will probably drop

love you guys! hope your time back at school is better than mine c: <3

- brighty