User blog comment:Forestpaw13/We Will Be The Hopeful/@comment-24400334-20140506045708


 * sigh*

The thing is, this is the only away I can escape. By going on here.

Yes. It's like that.

Thankfully, I'm normally cheerful (and crazy :P) and I manage to stay upbeat, wrapped up in my own thoughts, my own world. And I like the fact that others can't penetrate it. Even though I picked on, I'm standing up for myself. My mom has leukemia, and I'm suffering form depression. I've even considered ending it, but a few things keep me going. Just three.

Three. Yep. My life is that dark.

The fact that I have a lot to live for, my mother who needs my support, and a single saying. The wisest one I know, and I use it for myself and others, even though sometimes it seems like it fake. Like its wrong. And sometimes I have to let my emotions out. I cry during class. But I think of this saying. It helps. A saying. And not others. But it does.

This too shall pass.

The one noting I rely on getting me through is that. Ts my favorite, and it helps a lot. Because it's the truth. I often think that we live in the past, because to some the future is unpredictable. So we only make a millisecond in right now. So let's live this millisecond. Let's not look back, but stay forward. Stay in now.

This too shall pass.

Remember that. It will help. Thank you.

~Whitey