User blog comment:LyricsThatSing/I feel... down/@comment-17759525-20161030194856

Being a teenager is a frickin' stupid experience.

I've shared some of the thoughts you mentioned in this blog. I myself have never seriously considered suicide, so I can't relate 100%, but a lot of the time I find myself wondering what it would be like if I had never existed to begin with. (Heck, even some of my past signatures reflect that.) I've spent a lot of time wondering why I keep going through the motions every day, going to school and studying and talking to people, and questioning the purpose of it all. So in that sense, I understand a little bit of how you're feeling right now.

Honesty time, I'm a Christian, and I personally believe that homosexuality is wrong. But that in no way excuses the way some Christians (and even some non-Christians?) treat gay people. I was reading through some of the stuff in the page you linked, and that's just frickin' horrible. I wish people could just get along - disagreeing with others' opinions, sure, but respecting them as people all the same. If any of my close friends came out as gay, I would still be friends with them. I wouldn't attack them or abandon them or anything. I would make my opinion clear, but I wouldn't try to force it on them. It's just plain horrible that so many people, yourself included, get bullied, insulted, attacked, etc. for being gay.

Maybe this is just me spouting words at you. Maybe it won't help you at all. But like Firey said, if you ever need to talk, let me know. I may not always be available, but in my experience, just writing out your feelings and sending them to someone else can help a little, even if they're not there to read it right that second. My talk page is always open, and so is chat and the PMs there. I also have Kik and Skype if you didn't want to talk where other WFW users could read it. And if my being a Christian means you don't want to talk to me, that's also fine. I'd definitely understand. But seriously, Firey and the other WFW users will be there for you. Talking to friends can really help. I know I haven't talked to you that much yet, but I'd like to try to get to know you. If I can help in any way, please let me know. Even if it's something small, even if you're not sure if it will help, I'd be willing to try.

I really hope things will get better for you. <3