User blog:SaynaSLuke/Random blog from a random person

As the title says. So why is an inactive old user bothering to write this blog? Because she is random and bored at the moment and when she is bored she does random stuff. XP

Yea, to any of you who remember me, Sayna still haunts this place and probably always will ..

Anyways. If anyone still reads my 14-15 year old writing on here and likes the plot despite the poor quality, I may come back and do something with them. Wouldn't that be amazing? *crickets chirp* Yes, I thought so ;)

Alright, perhaps I should tell you what's been going on in my life that made me go so inactive cause I really feel like I should explain this. I'm 16 now, and seriously training myself to be an author and illustrator. Sadly, I kinda lost steam on my Warrior's fanfics. I stopped editing for a while and focused on my Redwall fanfics (my biggest fandom) and guess what? I finished a trilogy!!! XD Seriously. 151 chapters in all .. and as I improved those chapter have gotten larger. So a big project. Many thousands of words lol. Right now I'm working on the first book of the second trilogy .. yea .. I'm pretty excited ^^

Well, back to the Warriors fanfics. K so, toward the middle of my third Redwall fanfic, I thought to myself 'Hey, what about my old Warriors fics? some of those plots were pretty good!' So I come back and take and look .. and nearly died of mortification. Even my best stuff was far under the level I write on now ... *sheepish look* So I'd have to rewrite them from the top .. and I'm considering and analyzing. It won't be fast, as I'm not pausing my currant project, a story called 'Accused'. But it may happen. I'm putting serious thought in ;)

The moral of this story: IF YOU'RE WRITING SOMETHING GOOD DON'T STOP ohmygosh! XP

Of course, now I have possible original stories in the works, and about 1 and a half trilogies to write, so as I say, this is a maybe. I hope I can, and share with you the vision I had. I hope you will like it if I do. :)

As for my life, I might have been self-pitying and emo when you knew me. I still can be sometimes. But I am a pretty joyful person now, while I don't have everything I've ever wanted and my life isn't magic, I am (mostly) content. I hope I've grown up some. I'm still a lazy pessimist and a hothead sometimes, and I'll always be a little proud of the fact that I'm weird. I love being weird XD I still live in the city and want a farm. I still want my dream horse. And yet I'm a writer, and I have a purpose. I'm also a 4Her, and get high marks on (most) of my projects (My knitted fairy dolls have a chance at grand champion *squeeeeeee*) :D

And obviously I'm not mature as such. But whatever. XP I'm no longer the depressed, emotional person I might have seemed like a year ago. A lot of thing can change in a year .. *shrug* don't ask me how cause I'm not sure ;P I don't have a boyfriend yet, have never had one, and am totally good with it. I'm not a 'romantic' person (unless I'm writing the small zips of romance in my stories which are often more funny than romantic lol) That's just the way I am.

(Good greif this is long)

Last thing here. I want to thank everybody on here I know that inspired me. Like Firey, Brams, Silverwind of Mountainclan, Stormver, Blazey, Dare, Vee, Geopaw, and anyone else I may have momentarily forgotten. I've never forgotten our chats and stories and all the fun I had. Thankies everybody :D ^^

(sorry I didn't go to the effort of linking your names ....)

Anyways, it's good to see WFW has so many new users :D Way to keep writing! Keep it up, and don't forget .. long live the clans! ^^

(I'll still be around, ghosting. and perhaps I'll even dare to touch up m old plots and once again write Warriors :D )

Say na   The gho st o f  M oss flo wer  20:23, July 20, 2015 (UTC)