User blog:Pastelpill/exposure pays the bills (update!)

ok so to make a long story short me, dogwood/sun and another friend of mine were in a discord group and they bullied me together and dogwood ended up bringing up some old stuff and...

im sorry? xD

like seriously I looked over the whole thing and I literally never felt so embarrassed in my entire life??

like oh boy if I could I would push younger self off a cliff

anyway thanks to yall for bearing it with me

if I were you I would ban me

like I bet that I was the most unpopular user on here

ho boy I can imagine yall seniors just being in pms or on Skype just talking about how im such an annoying little pr*ck

regardless though there is a lot of cringeworthy stuff I did outside the wiki as well one of them being "religiously" watching savdraws aka literal cancer cell according to sun even tho I dont remember that like at all

I literally want to die right now oh myyyy xD

thanks for ruining my social life sun you are such a great friend

and all the cringey fanfics oh my god I cannot even

just thank you so much?? xDD I feel so bad oml

anyway, a smol update on the way

so I have been really getting into art and animation and I really never got to do an actual 1 year thing

anyway so for art and animation, I have been doing art for sixth months now and oh man the massive improvement,, just wow

as for animation I have just been getting into it, I dont even have an animation software sooo xD

r e g a r d l e s s I know I should have done some cover illustrations but- to be bluntly honest, the stories submitted to me were either in desperate need of improvement or just didn't impress me (but that's just my bias so don't take it too personally)

so uh

I decided that if I were to write anything again, it will be purely songfic stuff

sooooo yeahh

I will also change my name to something I actually like but lowkey its really because of my friend and sun memeing it to no end

so yeah if ya find this after I changed my name, this is your pumpkin c;

so how can ya talk to me since im not that active on here (now, anyways): DA: http://silverglamorous.deviantart.com/ Instagram: @silverglamorous Discord: SilverGlamorous#7748 Skype (im rarely on there tho): SilverGlamorous

I bet you cannot guess what my new name will be heh...

I also have a youtube now yea

I will be working on illustrating some of my future songfics

also I need to appreciate sun for a moment

sun you are honestly amazing, thank you so much for sticking with me for so long, I freaking love you (as a friend obvs) and you are just so amazing??? aaa <33 aside from you bullying me in front of mea, emi and sam. you brought me into art I cannot simply thank you enough for that hHHH <33333

summer break is starting in a week for me

so that's it, I have a new name, I have plans, I have my motivation back