User blog:Melodybird/I'm sorry, guys. Really. :(

I've been considering this for a long time. I'm REALLY sorry, but I'm leaving the wiki.

I'm sorry, guys. I love it here. It's just that I spent so much time here, and I need to move on with my life. I was here when I needed the wonderful place that this is. It's complete with beautiful, wonderful people and the thing I love most, writing. But I have to leave. I can stand on my own feet now, and I have big plans to work towards. I spent hours here when I could have studied. I need to face life myself, now. I'm sorry. It wasn't what you did, any of you. I love you all. I will still be here sometimes, but not as much. I'm moving on, guys. I'm sorry. Everyone has to, or we'd end up with 60 year olds here '*tearful laugh*. I'm sorry. I'd love it if you guys could try not to stop me, because I don't want to do this, and if I get swayed then I might not leave and that could ruin my future life. I'm in Year 8 now. I have to spend time on study. Forgive me? I'll still be around, but only hovering. Maybe I'l work a little on Choking Darkness, but that's all.

Put my unfinished stories up for adoption- all except Choking Darkness. I'd love to see them finished.

I love you all. Red, you're my best internet buddy. You guys were truer friends than anyone I ever knew in real life, even though I only got to be a n00b.

Keep fighting, guys. Show 'em vandals what you got.

I'll think of you always.