User blog:Storkbork/jazz up anxiety

yaaaaaaaaay.

All I'm really gonna say is that I'm super, super anxious right now. Twice today I've nearly had an anxiety attack, with one being fairly recent. It is not helpful that I have a paper due on Tuesday, the internet at my home is out, and there's supposed to be a major sleet/snow storm for my area between tomorrow night and Saturday (yes, the latter wouldn't be seen as "major" but hey I live in an area where a few years ago we had a surprise one and we're not taking any chances around here).

Long story short, I'm extremely anxious and I really just need a break. I'm still on my winter break but with this paper to do it isn't helping.

I'm also just super upset in general because of my anxiety and I had these flashes of some students saying really terrible things.

I'm trying really hard to be calm but it's very hard to. I wish it wasn't nearly Friday for me already.

I'm hoping I'll be fine, and I'm pretty sure I will, but I'm not feeling okay right now, not at all.

-- 22:41, January 5, 2017 (UTC)