User blog:LyricsThatSing/i am utterly confused

the following blog contains cussing and also relationship problems. if you don't want to see these type of stuff then skip to the end for my explanation for (likely) possible inactivity.

relationship stuff that i'm f*cking confused about
so, as some of you know, i'm in a relationship, but rather recently i started having feelings for my friend. i don't even know do i really like her, it might just be an increasing interest for my friend but again my feelings have always been complicated as f*ck and it takes about 2-3 months to figure out my feelings for anyone. i can barely tell 'very very close platonic relationship' to 'romantic relationship' apart (or maybe because every time i have a crush it's on a very close friend???), but i've definitely been having 'crush' feelings for my friend, which to me is just an accelerating heart rate and fidgeting (i always fidget so it doesn't make any difference). i also can't get her out of my mind whenever i'm not doing anything.

honestly i'm like wtf is wrong with my brain but apparently this happens in puberty? i'm already towards the end of puberty though??? i'm literally so confused???

anyways to my explanation

first let me apologize for possible inactivity. due to getting into secondary school i have way more activities and also it's a full-day course, so bear with me please. i might not be able to be on every day, but i'll definitely try

ok that's all idk what else to say

peace

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