User blog:Artimas Hunter/Surgery :O

Oh StarClan....ok, well, as some of you may know, my eye, the left one, is really um....for lack of a better word...awful. It's smaller then my other one, and it drifts. I can see out of one eye at a time, not both at the same time, and I'm half blind there.

So, it's pretty much the only thing I hate about me.

It's caused me to be laughed at and taunted at at school and it does *gasp* lower my self eesteem. I'm scared the guy I like will never like me cuz of it.

So anyways, I've had two surgerys on it before: one as a baby which I don't remember (50 points to who can guess why) and the other when I was five.

Well, it turns out, I have to get it done again. This Tuesday, I meet with my eye doctor to talk about it, and on Friday, we do the procedure.

I'm so scared. But it's a loss eather way I do it.

If I do the surgery, I'll get presents and stuff, but I'll get an IV, (which hurts) and people poking my eye, cutting out a muscle. Not to mention, afterwords I have to waear a patch for a day and my eye will be bloodshot for a couple of weeks.

If I don't do it, the drifting thing, that will get worse and worse. And all the bad things about my eye will too. As well as the fact I pretty much have to do this surgery.

But I'm really scared, I know I'm bein g a baby, compared to Foresty's thyroid problem, this is really easy and painless. I'm being a baby. But for a twelve year old kid? This freaks the eck out of me. And the fact that I worry excessivly doesn't help much.

So anyways, yeah, I'm freaked out. I DO NOT want this, but I do. *sigh* I wish they could just use magic or something...... -- Goth Monkey Piece by piece I lost my sainity to the penguins. 23:39, June 6, 2010 (UTC)