She is the Sunlight

She is the sunlight
And if all the flowers

faded away

and if all the storm clouds

decided to stay

Tsk, She betrayed me oops where are my manners i am Goldheart. Not very much Gold hearted now...Because of her. But she does not love me she loves someone else Not that i care no its who she loves because if she loved another tom in Thunderclan then i could care less but no she loves Darkfoot....From Shadowclan. How i found out? I wish i didn't but i followed her because of what happend to Brambleclaw might happen to her to.

Then you would find me

each hour the same

cause she is tomorrow

i am today

I sleep in the cold den while shes in a warm nest with everyone else but its always the same. Its been happening for days now...Days i have slept alone in the dark and cold. Because tomorrow always seems to be her almost day and i guess to her i am today. Unimportant. I know what Ashwhisker is planning and he included me in it ever since i started having feelings for Birdwing...Well Birdpaw.

Cause if right is leaving

id rather be wrong

cause she is the Sunlight

the sun is gone

Ashwhisker had a plan. His plan was to take over Thunderclan and lead to a new era that even Firestar could not bring us to. Hmmph he sounds like Tigerstar to me even i do not follow Tigerstar. But he asked me "If right is leaving, would you rather be wrong?" I did not know what to say at that point so i just nodded. Now i hold the destruction of my clan in my paws. Everyone might die because of me. The sun is gone..

And if loving her is

a heartache for me

and if holding her means

that i have to bleed

She broke my heart but i still love her now you may ask is that even possible? Yes it is cause i know a story about another cat that had to go through what im going through now. Sure Ashfur did not make the best choice of cat but Birdwing is so much like Squirrelflight and Ashfur loved Squirrelflight. But Squirrelflight did not love him she loved Brambleclaw. I dont regret what i did. I avenged Ashfur practically.

Then i am the martyr

and love is to blame

cause she is the healing

and i am the pain

This all happend because of love. Love is to blame not her. I dont think i could love another cat theres no cat like her but i think another she cat likes me. Sunwing. A new warrior but nice enough but shes not for me theres a age diffrence between her and me i cant love her..Can i? No i cant cause shes not Birdwing no matter the age. She acts like Birdwing though with a fiery temper and a pure heart.

she lives in a daydream

i dont belong

she is the sunlight

the sun is gone

She seems like a daydream to me. Is she truly who i think she is? What if Ashwhisker kills her what will i do? Ashwhisker said "Its all part of the plan so dont worry" I wonder if i should believe him cause Ashwhisker is ambitous like Tigerstar so should i trust him? But if right is leaving id rather be wrong. There will always be risks in the plan and if she has to die for the plan to work. Let it be so

Cause if right is leaving

id rather be wrong

cause she is the sunlight

the sun is gone

She is the sunlight

she is the sunlight....

Now you heard everything i have to say but also one thing if i have to die for the sun to come back...Then i will die but not without a fight cause thats usually how warriors die its a noble way to die.....But at whos paws? Hers or Ashwhisker? Whos better? I guess i will know when the time is right....