User blog:LyricsThatSing/I'm not happy. again

i f*cking hate myself i f*cking hate the world i f*cking hate time for flying by

i really hate leaving i hate graduation i hate leaving my friends i hate it i hate it i hate it

i want to cry i want to die i want to sleep forever and never wake up

i dont want to live anymore

bullies are going too far

friends are just not doing me good

i hate you i hate you i hate you

im so tired of fighting

i wish i never had friends so that i wouldnt care and cry over them

i wish i was a lonely sloppy fish

or maybe a piece of jerky

graduation

i have to leave everyone and start over

i have to lose contact and start over

why does time go by so quickly?

im tired

i want to sleep and die

i want to bang my head against a wall

i want to be dead

i hate graduation so much i hate you i hate you i hate you

i hate life so much f*ck you life

im not feeling too well and i had to deal with a friend's 1 hour crying session and i also had to deal with my saturday mental breakdown and poop that i wish was never here i might be better off dead bc it seems more inviting than life

i dont even bother talking about graduation that sucks so bad

i keep asking myself two questions:

why am i still alive

is there a point in being alive

well, i really don't think there's a point in being alive anymore when everyone and everything you know and care for are gone in a day.

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