Iris

Authurs note
Hello this is Birdstar here this is how Gold heart felt when he found out Birdwing did not liked him she liked Darkffot a Shadowclan cat he got very angry this is practically him singing this be ready for my 4th Songfic (I might make one about Goldheart called she is the sunlight about (SPOILER) his allegiance to Ashwhisker)

Iris
And id give up forever to touch you

cause i know that you feel me some how

Youre the closest to heaven that i'll ever be

and i dont want to go home right now

Hello im Goldheart. Now you may think that the only important cats only get a say in things well you are wrong every cat has a say to what happens around them so i will tell you how i felt. Birdwing is proboly the nicest cat in the clans But i hate her now I know who she likes too Darkfoot. At first i thought it was Crookedjaw but it wasnt it was Worse. Why could she not have liked me after all i have done for her. I have saved her more then once then she does not love me back

And all i can taste is this moment

and all i can breathe is your life

Cuase sooner or later its over

I just dont want to miss you tonight

The day i told her i loved her i knew something was wrong the way she hesitated the way she looked away i said it was ok if she did not love me as long as i said it. That seemed to reasure her but its who she loved that made me mad. Im not the jealous type mind you im just worried about what the code said. Hey if the code said diffrently then i could care less but i dont i care more cause i still love her and she gave her heart to someone else that was Shadowclan which is worse.

and i dont want the world to see me

cause i dont think that they'd understand

when everythings made to be broken

i just want you to know who i am

All i wanted was for her to love me but i dont control her She controls herself i keep telling her maybe its better if she liked a cat from our clan not another she said she would never meet a cat like Darkfoot and she made me promise not to tell anyone not even Rushfoot. I accepted but i am still pretty angry about it after all we have been through. I dont want the clans to see me in this state...Not that they would understand anyways. So my hearts broken.

and you cant fight the tears that aint coming

or the moment of truth in your lies

when everything feels like the movies

you bleed just to know youre alive

Can i tel you how many times i have had to shake away tears? A lot. all of those pride moments because of her she has asked before if i was alright i siad yes but i know that its a lie. But someday there will be truth in those lies because i will be over her. I took her to lake to just talk and to watch the lake. it was beutiful taht night too..But tahts the past You usally bleed just to know youre alive well i know im alive cause my hearts broken

And i dont want the world to see me

cause i dont think that theyd understand

when everythings made to be broken

i just want you to know who i am

I have been thinking what Ashwhisker says is true maybe i should not keep the promise i did not tell him what that promise was im more loyal then that.Because Birdwing knows a secret that might destroy our clans that i helped Ashwhisker kill Brambleclaw. Yeah its true you can say i killed a cat but what could i do i was an apprentice and Ashwhisker told me Brambleclaw was evil we planned it the day before justt o make sure the fox scent was ready.

And i dont want the world to see me

cause i dont think that they would understand

when everythings broken made to be broken

i just want you to know who i am

yeah i just want you to know who i am

Now you have heard my story but theres more that i cant get into right now come back some day and i might tell you about the Sunlight.... Always remember its never over for warriors just keep hearing and listening to stories and you might see cats true intentions. I hope i can do the same with Ashwhisker. Maybe Birdwing is right about not trusting him....