User blog:Storkbork/fly like a stork would

...aka me jumping onto this bandwagon of life posts.

So recently, my family's been extremely unlucky. My dad got a major surgery, my mom is currently (at the time of writing) at urgent care getting her foot patched up, and I'm having a lot of issues at school.

I guess I should just go one by one on these issues :P

First, my dad.

About two weeks ago, my dad had a major surgery. Like super major. He was in the hospital from the 28th of September to the 3rd of October. He's been home for a week now, but it's really stressful considering that my mom and I have to do everything - cook, clean, chores, everything.

Thankfully, however, he's doing much better at home and he's still able to work at his job. He's taking disabled leave right now, which should be fine.

Second, my mom.

So sometime in August, my mom cut her foot open on tin. She got stitches, but it turned out to be okay. Recently, however, a tile (like a floor tile) fell on her foot, the same one that had gotten cut open and around the same area. I don't know if she's going to come back home tonight or anything. I'm super concerned about her right now.

Lastly, my school troubles.

At my school, unlike most of America, the majority of the kids are Asian. I love them all, they're all really nice people once you get to know them, but being part of a minority, and an even smaller one when you add on the whole queer thing, really puts me at risk. I hear racist comments that stereotype "white girls". I hate the term white girls. I am not a white girl, I am a Caucasian queer female. And as many cannot seem to understand me (there's only about five students I truly trust in the whole school, and others vary), I'm mostly left to sit and doodle and think.

I also deal with a crush (who, surprisingly, is one of the ones I trust the most) and she can sometimes be really hard to deal with.

And I can't come out publicly due to fears that I'll be bullied for it. I'm really scared to. It's good enough that I'm managing to play the game in my favor, but the game is hard to trick.

So now I'll shut up about my life before I get too deep into my personal life. Thanks for reading.

-- 21:29, October 10, 2016 (UTC)