Unfaithful (songfic)

My paws will always carry my fast enough. My claws will always fight well enough. But my heart will never be pure enough. Because what I've done... it's beyond reason, beyond fairness.

Newly laid snow sends icy shudders down my spine, numbing my paws as I trudge blindly on. My pelt is sleekly groomed, but not for the right cat.

'''Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me''' My whole life revolves around doing what is right. That's what the Clans do. But he's never enough for me until it's too late, and I've hurt him beyond repair. His shining blue gaze burns into me for a minute, but his eyes flick away to the snow-smothered ground. I glance at the sky, noting the position of the blood-red sun. It dips gracefully behind the canopies; it's almost nightfall. That's when I promised to meet the other cat. "You look beautiful," he whispers. In his eyes, pain burns so intensley that I can feel it being radiated into the Leafbare sky. (TBC) '''Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company

He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer

I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer

Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore Uh Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah'''