User blog:A Snivy's Feather/Depression.

Hi everyone

First of all, before we begin, I'm just gonna ask if you could PLEASE take this seriously. I'm not sayng you have to, but I'd be happier if you did.

Anyways, let's begin...

I'm really sad and need to see a phycologist. Maybe it's because of my RL friend.

Her other friends are really rude to me and point the bad finger and stuff. And I know that they've been talking behind my back. I'm not stupid.

And my RLF (Real life friend) is blaming me just for a little swearword I said to them. When I have been treated like cat dirt (poop) by her friends. She doesn't even care about me anymore. All I said was a single swearword (well not really but it was a single swearword). My RLF hasn't done anything about me having my butt kicked by her other FRICKIN RUDE FRIENDS. (i'm trying my best not to put swearwords in this blog)

And I was my RLF's first fricking friend in where i live, since she came from overseas. If it weren't for me then she wouldn't have learnt English (my parents were born in the country my RLF came from/was born in) OR gone to the same church I go to OR have piano lessons with my and her Piano teacher.

I hate her. She is a big bully and I don't want her to get mad at me.

And another bad thing, my RLF has told another one of my RLFs a SECRET she (bully RLF) WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SAY!!!

And now my RLF is telling EVERYONE, including my brother's friend's Mum, my RLF's cousin (who btw is also my RLF) and his Mum, and my brother WHO ALL KNOW THE SAME LANGUAGE IN THE COUNTRY MY BULLY RLF CAME FROM.

And my RLF's spreading LIESLIESLIESLIES LIIIIEEEEESSSS about me.

Worse yet, Coco (mabye) and Pumpkin are/have already leaving the WFW, which makes me sad.

I am depressed and nothng can help me rn, except for the calming and conforting words of a true friend.

My Bully RLF's cousin who is a boy and is my RLF also AND IS A SCHOOL COUNCILLOR advises me to go to thiis thing called a ChatBus, where you get advice and stuff. I don't know whether i should or not.

My first RLF is conforting me, and will. BTW we have been friends for over 7 FREAKING YEARS!!!! (me and my first RLF)

I don't know what to do and my Bully RLF is breaking my heart and spreading lies about me and getting angry at me AND deciding that she should take charge of my body.

I just don't know what to do anymore...!

(breaks down in tears)