User blog comment:DayDreamyy Moo/I need help, don't I? :C/@comment-26432133-20161005145839

Medication is okay, I guess, but I'd like to point out that it isn't a permanent fix. I know a man personally who works with people like you and even people who have it off worse than you and fixes them on the inside, and doesn't just give them pills. The general population seems to think that personality disorders are incurable. He has fixed people like that, but why don't we hear about him? Because he also does "woo woo" stuff and keeps his work to his clinic.

However, he's all the way in America.

And I feel useless. Everyone on WFW needs help and I know one guy in Las Vegas (not the city I live in) who can help them.

I. Feel. So. Freaking. Useless.

All I can tell you is some facts. Your anxiety is probably from something you experienced between the ages of 0 and 4. Y'know about people with abandonment issues? They tend to have had a parent leave when they were very young. So that's probably the case with your anxiety.

OCD also stems from a young age. I'll describe it like clay. Between those ages, you are like clay. Everything around you can make an impression on you. Heck, you can even get allergies to fur at this age.

Even if you don't remember what happened that triggered some of your disorders, there's a part of your mind that does. Take my uncle for example. My aunt tells me that when he was a kid, he was always scared. He always needed the lights on, always needed someone with him, and was terrified of anything you can be afraid of. Why? Because a part of his mind remembered to back when he was two and his mom (my grandpa's sister, not my grandma, thank God my grandma is nice) beat him. Seriously beat him really really hard because she was drunk and pissed.

If you need anyone to talk to, come to me. I'm very open, I don't judge because I hate being judged myself, and I really want to give you a hug.

BTW, I made the balloons blog exactly because the wiki needs cheering up.