User blog:SmudgyHollz/Dundee Afro

Hello again. No, Smudge did not die. She's just been a very bad person lately.

I actually don't think I've checked up here since before Christmas. So I would just like to say that I am very sorry for leaving you guys. And also, I think I've found out why I've been neglecting this website so much over the past year or so - I really hate English. Yep, ever since I stopped enjoying the subject, I've stopped writing and I've even stopped reading. Do you know how many books I've finished this year? None.

So, why do I hate English?

I'm not really sure.

I know it's partly the teacher. She has no sense of humour whatsoever. I'm in the top class and I feel constantly pressured to do outstanding work. This wouldn't usually be a problem because I used to find the subject really easy. Writing an essay felt like breathing. Now it just seems like really hard work.

It could also just be me hitting an awkward 'I can't be bothered with anything' stage in my life.

Whatever it is, I'm going to try to overcome it.

How do I plan on doing that?

Well, first of all, I'm going to read the new Omen of the Stars books that I didn't know existed. Yey! I'm pretty excited about them!

Then I'm finally going to start up writing again. Maybe just little bits and pieces here and there until I get back into the swing of it.

I've just realised that I'm writing this blog at a really silly time. Why? I'm going to be disappearing again very soon.

Time is going past too quickly.

I have a Maths test, two timed critical essays with no support, close reading papers and have to finish 18 hours of English homework for two weeks. And a Physics essay. Yey...

Oh yeah, and I also have exams coming up. Which will determine which classes I'm going into next year. And those classes will basically decide whether or not I'm going to get into University.

Wish me luck!