User blog:Roboflight/Okay, so...

I'm coming back... if you guys will take me?

I'm really sorry for leaving in the first place-I can't say it's a choice I would take back, my addiction to this place was becoming extremely unhealthy to the point where I was just not living life-where this place was my only life and as soon as I began to see that I got scared, and immediately pushed myself away from here. I felt shameful for wasting my whole year, hated myself for wasting so many opportunities set before me for a fanfiction website and I was reaching that point of the school year, where I had a severe case of end-of-the-school-year-titis.

I didn't really make many friends, or get anything real done after I left, which had been part of my purpose. I'm so introverted that the threat of a conversation is the most terrifying part of my day. So no, I didn't really get much out of leaving-except perhaps I could take a step back and examine everything a little better than I would have otherwise,and focus more on original stories.

And then, less than week ago I lost a loved one, something which did hurt a lot. A lot of extended family ended up visiting and I overheard a lot of conversations about many different things, which really got me thinking about everything in general.

And finally, I decided that I want to come back. This was the only place I was ever able to make friends easily, feel completely like myself and I've felt more motivated on here than I ever have anywhere else. I realized that I miss this place. I want to, I feel the need to return here.

I won't be editing now like I was before-probably a couple edits a day, and that's when I can find internet connection, which is turning out to be harder than I expected. I'll write my chapter for Pawprints, finish up Seasons, The Foxspirit Series, Home, and Under The Tree.

I may end up temporarily leaving again; at the beginning of the school year I my have to go for a few months before I can adjust to the new year, or I may have stressful times sometime in the middle of the school year. However, I wont be going for good for quite a while.

So I'd really really love to come back to the wiki, but I guess the real question is if you guys will take me back. I understand if you'd rather not have a disloyal nub like me returning but I'd be really grateful if you guys could take me back in :)