User blog comment:SmudgyHollz/Loss/@comment-24143898-20170424051454/@comment-1266530-20170424080318

I'm so sorry about your grandfathers, to lose them both within 2 years must have been tough. Yeah, I definitely had a strong relationship with my grandad, I would always be round at his house and even lived with him for a few years. He basically showed me what life could be like and how good it could potentially be, and I will never be able to thank him enough for that.

As for my ex it's not the finding someone part that's upsetting. It was more the losing him part. It felt like such a punch in the gut to care for him so deeply and then for him to say he didn't feel the same anymore. I still miss his company, I even miss his sleep-talking sometimes.

Thank you for being so kind, hope you're doing well <3