User blog:LyricsThatSing/Mental Health

Hey. I guess my path is destined to be harder than anyone else. Wow, I know there are a lot of people with many mental disorders-but still. I get the worst of all. Why the heck will I get bipolar? A mystery. Why anxiety? Another mystery. Why. Just (censored) why. I don't feel like writing any fanfictions now, I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep for a year, wake up in a fantasy world, where no one there have ever heard of the word 'depression'(or ever felt it).

I'm sorry if you guys are kinda mad at me slacking, I just have school and repeat for 5 times. This is my second day at school(for Asian folks like me, it's Friday today). After that long CNY holiday of homework, Minecraft, WFW, I needed a break. I act bubbly, happy, dumb and stuff, but actually deep inside... not even my parents or my BFFs know its kinda withered, shattered, wilted, the kind of adjectives you use for some pathetic wilted plant+ shattered glass.

I tried to cut. I just can't, knowing my BFFs and my family would go nuts and I'd probably go to hell for that. I tried to find medicine. Nope, all locked up. I'd have to do my homework now, so bye....

Da rk Sha dow ed Li fe 08:01, February 19, 2016 (UTC)