All My Fault.

It's all your fault..

It's all your fault..

It's all your fault..

Everything's my fault. Or at least, that's how I see it.

I have created a monster. I have created a war.

I have caused deaths. Too many.

If you have time to listen to a cat full of guilt, anger, and sadness.. Then listen.

My name is Shadowpool. I am a light grey with green eyes medicine cat. I have caused a war. My sister, my best friend Winterfur has always been rebellious. I didn't think it would turn into this. After a dreadful battle our leader Sandstar, leader of Lightclan, led us into she grew angrier and angrier. Many cats were killed, including our mother and father. I encouraged her anger, for I as well was thinking about leaving the Clan. As time passed, though, the wound began to heal. Winterfur's anger, however, grew stronger and stronger. My loyalty grew back. Hers withered and died. After a surprise attack on our Clan that left us both grievously injured and Sandstar had not been strong enough to fight at her full strength as she was recovering from greencough and losing a life, Winterfur left the Clan, taking with her the cats that thought the same as her. I tried to stop her. I couldn't. She named her Clan Winterclan, and offered to have an alliance with Lightclan as she had quenched most of her need for revenge by leaving. Sandstar was considering it. I ruined it. The first step towards this war. I begged her to refuse, the betrayal of her leaving still fresh in my heart. I made a persuasive argument, and Sandstar refused. Winterfur- now Winterstar was furious. She had always thought herself better than everyone else. Sandstar sent me to spy, and I agreed, wanting revenge on my sister. I joined their Clan and eventually gained their trust. Then one day, as rage steadily grew the two Clans met in a terrible battle. It was the first of this war. As I saw how terrible it was, I ran to the top of a snow-covered hill and started an avalanche, thinking that this would force them to work together. It did the opposite. At the end of the battle, many cats were dead and both Clans thought the other had started. I couldn't own up to my mistakes. After this, many battles insued, each Clan having a need for revenge.