User blog:Zaffie/Time

Hey, peeps.

I've been thinking about this for a few days now, and I think it's time for me to take more of a backseat view to the wiki. Not only should I start concentrating on school, and getting better, but I just don't feel happy here anymore. Since around this time last year until maybe a month ago, the wiki made me happy and cheerful. It was a great way to start my day, and I really enjoyed being here. But that's just not true anymore. I don't seem to click with many of the other users, everytime I talk to people on here now it seems to leave me feeling sad or angry, and I just think I would be doing myself, and a lot of you, a favour if I took an extended break. I'm not a particularly responsible or mature user of this wiki, something which I know, and have been told, and I have started/continued several fights with other users, namely 4pinkbear and Aspenflower14, recently, so I apologise to them. I will probably still be on here occasionally, mainly to write stories when inspiration for other stuff has flown, and I would like to continue my collab, Beyond, although that doesn't really look like an option anymore. But I certainly think it would be better for everyone if I steered clear of the social side of the wiki.

I'm sorry if this blog sounds like one of those awful ones full of self-pity - I don't mean it to be, honestly. I'm just trying to make a decision that is best for me and the other users of the wiki. I will still be on Ragnor Wiki, and Ragnor IRC, but not here. So thanks for close to two years of great fun and marvellous company. I'm not sure what went wrong, but something definetely has, and I will probably start missing you all dreadfully in a few days. Thanks for being great friends, and I'm sorry if my immaturity and tendency to make up strange things about plots and bananas has ever annoyed you.

Bye for now.

Zaffie