User blog:Hollywhisker/I'm sorry...

Hey guys! It’s me...Hollywhisker. You know, that user that never really makes blogs. So uh, before I begin, I just want to say I’m sorry. I know I’m apologizing for something that happened over 2 years ago, but recently it’s really made me feel pretty bad and guilty and I can’t let it go.

Note that the newer users on the wiki reading this might have no idea what I’m talking about as I continue, and this apology is mainly for some of the olderish (is that a word? I don’t think so) users.

So just a couple days ago, I was writing something and all of a sudden the memory of writing an old, cringy songfic came into my mind. I asked for it to be deleted, and afterwards I decided it would be a “good idea” (it wasn’t) to go to my contributions and go to some of my earliest edits to see what other cringy stuff I made when I was younger. Some of the fanfics I created I have no memory at all of writing, so...oh well.

But what I got most out of that? I came out ashamed, shocked that I could be so rude back then. A lot of the edits I made when I first joined were comments, and if you go to my contributions, click earliest 50, and just start reading some of my old comments on other people’s stories, you should know what I’m talking about. In almost every comment I was either screaming in caps or I completely ignored the actual contents on a page and commented something irrelevant or something like that, and there was worse.

What I said in the comments just seemed so rude, and mean, and thoughtless, and much much more, and I’m truly sorry if I offended/hurt anybody in any kind of way. I’m very surprised myself that I was ever that impatient and careless of others. If you find me like that these days, feel free to tell me, and I'll try to do better for next time. Just know that I’m doing the best I can to prevent something like that from happening anymore.

Again, I’m just really, really sorry.

Yesterday is not ours to recover ,

But tomorrow is  ours to  win   or  lose.  23:45, October 8, 2018 (UTC)