User blog:Birchy/Semi-Hiatus

Hey guys. Okay, so I'm sure most of you know what's been going on around IRC. (If you don't, well, let's say there have been a lot of arguments).

You probably don't know, but I'm not the person who stands up for herself in real life. I'm pretty sure I have the type of OCD where you have to ask permission a million times and you hate to disappoint people you love. I usually just go with the flow.

I don't have many friends in real life who I can trust, because they can just walk away and leave because that;s the type of people they are. The one friend I can trust with my life is the one I can talk to about problems. If I get myself too involved, and they mess up that bond I make with them, I feel broken.

Seems like I'm involved in most arguments. I don't want to lose friends. I don't want to pick sides.

So, I'm going on a semi-hiatus. I'm not leaving. I will be here, but not as active. I'm going to take a break from the drama here until the ruins of it have been re-built. If I am needed, I will help, but for now, I'm going to be on http://worldwarriors.wikia.com/wiki/Special:WikiActivity and focus mainly on that. This hiatus is to heal myself, forgive and forget. And I'm not doing this to be dramatic, get attention or to make you feel sorry for me. It's for myself. It's what I think is best for me right now.

Birchy x