Stand in the Rain (Songfic)

This is a songfic dedicated to Bluestar and Oakheart.

 She never slows down.

Bluefur ran through the forest, not daring to let any soul follow her. She had a horrible secret, she was in love with Oakheart. "Oakheart!" She spat as she heard paw steps near the bush she was hiding in. "Uh, Crookedpaw go back to camp and tell Hailstar that rogues have been on the borders." Crookedpaw nodded and darted off. "Its safe." Bluefur heard Oakhearts gentle and deep tone sound around her. She stepped out, her fur covered in leaves and twigs. Oakheart stepped closer and purred a bit as he picked them out. Bluefur blushed and licked his head, hearing a distant voice in the back of her head saying; ''"Stop Bluefur, this isn't right!" ''

She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down

Bluefur truly did love Oakheart, she couldn't change that. But her senses where telling her to end it all. But it was so fun living on the edge. Snowfur always told her, "Your going to get hurt." But Bluefur always replied with "The only thing that will hurt me is being away from him!" Without Oakheart, she felt so alone. He was the other piece to her heart, he was the one. Snowfur threatened to keep them apart, so Bluefur threatened back. She felt horrible for it.

She won't turn around

She won't give in to the voices, she acted against them. Blind to the problems in meeting up with Oakheart. What harm could it do? They were just two normal cats. But Bluefur had a future, she had a prophecy. But who hasen't heard the saying; Live while your young. Oakheart was a rose, a rose with thorns. Once she had to leave him one of his thorns would prick her and draw blood. She would quickly learn that when she has her kits. She will learn....

The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down 

"''What you are doing is not right, and you will pay a price." ''A whispering voice said in Bluefurs head. Snowfur and Bluefur went on a walk to get away from the camp. You will pay a price. What price is there to pay? Snowfur looked over the thunderpath and spotted RiverClan cats. With her plump belly, it was hard for her to run over and fight them, but she did. Bluefur screamed for Snowfur to stop just as a monster hit had hit Snowfur. Bluefur raced over, a single tear filming in her eyes. She let out a long and depressed yowl as she dragged Snowfur back over to ThunderClan territory. She glanced up, seeing Oakheart in the shadows, wide eyed.

[CHORUS]

So stand in the rain

Snowfur rasped in pain "My dear sister, Bluefur. I am dying..." "No! No your not dying! Your still here!" Bluefur fought back the urge to cry. Snowfurs eyes glazed as she mouthed the words, What your doing is not right, and you will pay the price. Bluefur stared at a the feilds and saw her mother and sister. Moonflower shook her head as her and Snowfur fade away. Bluefur shot a disapointed glance at Oakheart as she dragged Snowfurs body back to camp, fighting the urge to burst into tears of sadness. "It should of been me." She choked out as she padded on, feeling like she was on a breaking path. Her eyes searched the sky, studying it for signs of her mother or sister. But still there was no trace of her deceased family.

Stand your ground

Bluefur dropped Snowfur in the middle of the clearing and walked away, her head down and her ears laid back. She ran out of camp, images of her sister flashing in her head. "No! I can't back down! Not now! My mother wants to touture me, I stand my ground." Bluefur said to herself just as a rustle of leaves interupted her. It was Oakheart. "Haven't you hurt me enough?" She hissed as she stepped back in anger. Oakheart made a gentle smile as he mewed "Bluefur, come with me, I promise you won't regret it." But she did, he was the reason of her kits, and almost losing her position of deputy.

Stand up when it's all crashing down

TBC

You stand through the pain

You won't drown

And one day, whats lost can be found

You stand in the rain 

She won't make a sound

Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down

<p style="text-align:center;">She wants to be found

<p style="text-align:center;">'The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down. '

<p style="text-align:center;">[CHORUS]

<p style="text-align:center;">So stand in the rain

<p style="text-align:center;">Stand your ground

<p style="text-align:center;">Stand up when it's all crashing down

<p style="text-align:center;">You stand through the pain You won't drown

<p style="text-align:center;">And one day, whats lost can be found

<p style="text-align:center;">You stand in the rain 

<p style="text-align:center;">So stand in the rain

<p style="text-align:center;">Stand your ground

<p style="text-align:center;">Stand up when it's all crashing down

<p style="text-align:center;">Stand through the pain

<p style="text-align:center;">You won't drown

<p style="text-align:center;">And one day, whats lost can be found 

<p style="text-align:center;">[CHORUS]

<p style="text-align:center;">So stand in the rain

<p style="text-align:center;">Stand your ground

<p style="text-align:center;">Stand up when it's all crashing down

<p style="text-align:center;">You stand through the pain

<p style="text-align:center;">You won't drown

<p style="text-align:center;">And one day, whats lost can be found

<p style="text-align:center;">You stand in the rain