Fake

For Blazey's poetry contest. :) Not the most amazing, but I could always try!

Fake
You think we're still friends,

But we're not.

We've split up long ago,

Maybe you were my friend...

But now you're not.

You smile at me.

I smile back.

The smiles are all fake,

The laughter is all fake,

The good times are all fake.

Everything around us, I'm just pretending.

You are oblivious to my weak smile,

To my half-hearted laughter,

To my fake enthusiasm,

To my fake self.

Long ago we were friends,

Ever since the bright days of kithood,

We were inseparable.

Then you lied.

You lied for as long as I remember.

One day, I finally had enough...

I lashed out, and cursed you out...

I'm not mentioning names,

But the one who loves you stood up for you,

She made things worse, and more cats were involved.

I remember the day we supposedly 'apologised',

When everything was all 'better'.

It was late new-leaf,

Birds twittering and tweeting, like the wind whispering.

The sparrows scorching the air with amazing flight,

The big yellow orb the sun was, glaring down into our little territory.

I came up to you,

Spilled out the lies, they were flowing out of my mouth like water over pebbles.

Hid away the truth, like I was pushing it deep within a dark forest of my cloudy mind.

I said that I'm apologising for everything,

And that I 'forgave' him.

He believed me...

And now we're so-called 'friends' again.

This is my last draw...

One day

Just one day,

I'll charge up to him...

Say that I'm not his friend anymore,

Get true revenge,

And cover it all up.

Simply with my persuasive, clever and sly little mind...

Fake. We're fake friends, don't deny it.

(C) Jay Hope you enjoyed!