Fighting With The Mind

'This is a songfic by  Misty  for  Hello 's contest. Enjoy! Song: Nothing Left To Say. ' ''Who knows, how long, I've been awake now... ''

Somehow it was me. Somehow I had the power. Who knows how long this will go on? It's not normal.

''The shadows on my wall don't sleep... ''

It seems as if it never sleeps. I don't know what it is. It's trying to take me over.

''They keep calling me.... beckoning.... ''

Part of me wants to give in. I have to find out more. Before it happens. Wondering is not going to help.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0.0001pt;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;">''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;border:1ptnonewindowtext;padding:0in;">Who knows...? What's right...? The lines keep getting thinner... ''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:12pt0in;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I don't know what's right and what's wrong. RainClan is the only reason I'm still sane.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0.0001pt;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;">''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;border:1ptnonewindowtext;padding:0in;">My age has never made me wise... ''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:12pt0in;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I'm a senior warrior, but knowledge isn't wisdom. Nothing seems to help. But what if I'm not the only one?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0.0001pt;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;">''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;border:1ptnonewindowtext;padding:0in;">But I keep pushing... on and on and on... ''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:12pt0in;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">This question keeps me pushing on. I look for unusual signs, but nothing. Then it hits me. It's him.

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:12pt0in;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">"You're fighting it too..." I murmur softly to him. He nods. We talk about it. It pushes on. But there's nothing left to say.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0.0001pt;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;">''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;border:1ptnonewindowtext;padding:0in;">I'm giving up now, hey, giving up now. ''<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:12pt0in;line-height:15.75pt;background-position:initialinitial;background-repeat:initialinitial;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Helvetica,sans-serif;">I awake the next morning to find that he's given in. Nothing could be worse, but I have to stay strong. I have too. I have to keep fighting with the mind. I can do this.

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THE END.