User blog comment:Appledash/Random Chat/@comment-1913002-20100423210951

More randomness -which should be expected, given the name of this blog-:

CAUTION- PSYCHOBABBLE RAVEN-STYLE

I had a dream last night where I was being chased around my school's gym near the beginning of the night (weird phrase XD) by an ENORMOUS bug that looked sorta like a wasp. Meanwhile, this girl who's in the seventh grade at my school named Micayle was telling me not to worry, the bug's just checking you out to see if you're a flower, etc, etc. However, I was still scared of it.

A while before this, I also had a dream about being chased: me and the rest of my class were playing what I can only really describe as "hide and seek to the death": we had to stay hidden, running if we were found, though I didn't know what I was running from or what would happen if I got caught. I was scared hysterically, and it's probably the worst nightmare I've ever had.

It seems to me that the dreams are related: there's something in my life that scares me, so I run from it. But I have gotten better about it: at first, I was running alone from some faceless entity and scared out of my mind; now I'm running from something definite, I'm not as terribly scared, and there's someone trying to convince me that I have nothing to be afraid of. Progress! =)